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I'M ALIVE

Journal Entry: Mon Jul 21, 2008, 8:25 AM
Ok Im really sorry to all my freinds cuz I havn't been online in like forever but thats because my mom got angry at my brother and took the computer away. Physically unplugged it and moved it. in doing so, she crashed the motherboard. also, I have been at camp, much against my will, for 2 weeks. it was alright, but I had no access to elcotronics and was isolated from the outside world>< sooo I just finally got a newish computer and am very happy...untill I relized I have a few hundred messages from all my online accounts waiting for me....but anyway....Ii am alive and will update...eventully^^


grr can't change the mood thingy>< really i am actully happy right now so ignore that:)

  • Mood: Sympathy
  • Listening to: hum of a new and working computer
  • Reading: da paper
  • Watching: avatar
  • Playing: advance wars

bored

Journal Entry: Wed May 7, 2008, 7:17 AM
  • Mood: Sympathy
  • Listening to: nothin
  • Reading: horosopes
  • Watching: cartoons
  • Playing: starfox assault
yahhh-in chem, witha sub goofing off because I can I do love having a sub^^

updates for my life if anyone cares-

my dog ginally jad her sugeruy theother day. she'sfine just groggy,and she looks funny bacause her butts all shaved.

my horses are at the boarding barn, and getting some traning in.I'm really really pleased with Reggie's prgress actully. He's a gorgeous horse^^

um... PROM!!!!WOOT I cannot wait!! 3 weeks!!!

i feel sorry for eight belles,that filly who died in the derby. They really shouldn't race horses that young, but it's not right of peta eaither to condem the jockey. it's the industry at fault, and it's about time the industry got some new regulations...for anyone who cares, the statstics are about one death a day on track in the u.s. In fact,babaro's trainer has another horse, chelokee who has a 50/50 chance of survival due to a breakdown injury a few days ago. again,he's trying to save his horse. defiantly needs to be changes in the sport.

quizziness

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 18, 2008, 5:43 AM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: chemisty teachet lecture
  • Reading: lab report
  • Watching: youtube
  • Playing: legend of zelda:oot
quiz I stole from :iconyellowfawn:




[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[x] I have a brother.
[ ] I have a sister.
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.(maaaayby....)
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.(once)
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my [s]job[/s].
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.(I had bronhcitus when i was born...it went away^^)
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone.(my arm and both big toes)
[ ]I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x]I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x]I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been to a casino.
[ ]I've been skydiving.(Im planning on going)
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x]I've been Skiing.
[ ] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ]I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x]I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[ ] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've been divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I'm bi.
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I've had sex.
[ ] I've had phone sex.
[ ] I've cybered.
[ ] I've had sex in public.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ]I've smoked weed.
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ]I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[x] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x]I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything.
[ ] I own a cosplay outfit.
[x] I know what cosplay means.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ]I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[x] I can sing well.(sometimes)
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs.(usually...if thet take me by suprise,though...)
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone. (i don't even own a phone..)
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[x] I am a sports fanatic.(red sox only)
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue. (blue)
[x] I've worn pajamas to school. (pajama day)
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ]I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x]I believe in ghosts.(depends on the time of day....)
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.(i can be)
[x] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.(obseivlly....)
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] I loath labels.
[x] I like action movies.
[ ] I like horror movies.
[x] I like chick flicks. some are ok..
[x] I know the most random facts about things people have never heard of before.
[x] I can't spell.
[x] I treasure my friends.
[x] I think of others before myself.

[x] All of those are answered honestly

woot-ness EDIT ( bcuz I fail )

Journal Entry: Mon Apr 7, 2008, 1:41 PM
  • Mood: Llama
  • Listening to: Spongebob!
  • Watching: the news-it's intresting
  • Playing: BIOSHOCK
hiyo allz yall
IT'A FINALLY LOOKING LIKE SPRING!!!
the tv lied to me-they said spring started back in march---it's april and still cold>< but it's finaaaaly supposed to warm up this week......supposedly....unless there lying again>>

annnnyway

got a new job as a apprentice type thing to a horse trainer lady^^I start on Thursday of this week.And she breeds horses so FOALS!! yush!!!! she has 7 horse total, 1 stud-JJ, 1 yearling, 4 mares and a gelding....she's breeding this years for '09 foals.....I really am hoping to still be working with her by then cuz' I reallly reaaaally want to see foals^^but untill then I'll mostly be working with her stallion and the colt because he needs his ground work...and hopefully I can take all the stuff I'm going to be learng their and transferring it to my lovely gelding Reggie, who as I said before, the sweetest horse on planet earth but very very VERY green^^'

were moving Reg and Cupcake next sunday to the ginormous boarding barn with an indoor, so I can actully ride them^^wooot

hmmmmmm
what else..... My dog Trixe is having surgery in a week for this ginormous tumor on her back, she had the pre-op stuf today..I'm so glad that thing is finally getting removed it's the size of a softball><eeewwww

oh and prom!!!
is in a month-----I got my dress this weekend....(gawd I despise shopping>< ) but I actully like what I bought--tis black and kinda medievilish, so i think it's awesome. shows my evil empress side-Muhahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaa!!

as long as mah boyfreind :icon100percentemu: remebers to get a tux in time then it's all set and I won't have to worry about anything last mintue for once.......

kk that tis it for this week's exciting installment of "Pretending to have a Life"
untill next time folks:>

new job possibly?

Journal Entry: Thu Apr 3, 2008, 5:57 PM
  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: the hum of my computer
  • Reading: history book for school
  • Watching: my step
  • Playing: with your mind
  • Eating: whatevers edible
  • Drinking: myself to sleep
Woot-I am actully really pshyced-My mother actully came across an ad on eqinesite for someone two towns over looking a student-traninee.So my mom e-mailed and I talked to the lady today. It's like am apprentiship, where I'll be helping her work her horses and she'll teach me how to train them^^ Which is awesome cuz' my boy Reggie needs finishing and I have no idea what the heck I'm doing>< Reggie is 12 almost 13, and was a amish carrige horse for most of his life, apparently. A dealer started him under saddle, then sold him to some lady as a begginer, who we then bought from.....he's a sweetheart, but he likes to play games.....and he forgets he outweighs people by a good 1000 pounds. And he has no idea about leg cues or anything....he's really smart, but I have no idea how to teach him without screwing him up, ao this aprentiship is a golden oppertunity. And better yet it starts when we move him and Cupcake to the boarding to work on our feild/mudpit...so I'll actully have a ring too work in!!!!Oh joy^___^


In other news:
who am I kidding there is no other news